February 17th Marked 6 months since Mark’s passing.
Words escape me a bit that it has already been 6 months.
Time….
It can be a funny thing…
Time…
It can be your friend or your enemy…
It has been a journey that I have learned a lot from.
I am a Christian. I believe in God and His Son, Jesus Christ.
I consider myself pretty open to faith and the things that can happen when one has faith.
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But.. It is amazing to see when one is open to allowing good things, spiritual things, etc. to come into their lives…IT CAN HAPPEN…The healing that I have seen in my own soul has been one that only my openness to it could bring.
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For example:
I recently visited a handful of mutual friends of Mark and I in the southwest region. After each night, I would fall into my bed with a smirk on my face in gratefulness.
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It was the first time I saw myself…(My eyes are watering as I type this. In a good way.) It was the first time I had belly laughed maybe since Mark’s passing. Laughter is truly Healing to one’s soul.
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I have also seen and had what I call, “Angels” and different “Spiritual Signs”cross my path, letting me know that Mark is with me and he doesn’t want me to be sad anymore.
6 MONTHS
Don’t get me wrong, I know the healing will continue, probably, until the day that I pass away, but..it is amazing what can happen in 6 months. It is amazing to see what one person can go through and still have faith that the future is bright.
I will always love you, Mark Hoverson. Thank you for showing me how to Love, have Faith, Trust and…How to keep moving forward amongst the trials.
I will always remember your love for me.
-Shanny (aka – your Bunny)
