This Is Real
Silence overtakes my heart and my body becomes a bit paralyzed still realizing that this is all real.
As the tears stream down my cheeks while I have this video on repeat...
I continue to look to God and trust Him that someway, somehow this is how it is to be for the betterment of us all.
I was blessed to be able to watch Mark take his last breath and feel Mark's last heartbeat.
That memory will forever be with me.
I bathed him from head to toe and embalmed him with essential oils while Mark's favorite hymns gently played in the background.
This time together was a fitting end.
Just as I washed his feet at our wedding, I washed his body at his death bed.
Forever soulmates, Mark, I love you,
Until we meet again,