When The Laughter Ends

March 17th - 7 months since Mark's Passing

"Laughter can conceal a heavy heart;

when the laughter ends, the grief remains."

-Proverbs 14:13

Laughter has entered my life again. But when the laugher ends, the grief still remains.

The longing to be held by you...

Your body perfectly wrapped around mine as though we were made for one another.

Your hand gently holding my pinky finger and your scruffy cheek gently pressing the of my face.

Your touch is missed.

There are moments I cry longing for your touch.

Life continues on.

It doesn't stop, but I take time to remember. To remember your touch, your voice, your laugh.

I will always remember.

I know you are with me in spirit.

And though the grief remains, I will continue on.

Continue to laugh, continue relationships and continue to LIVE.

And in the midst of it all, I will continue to take time to thank you for the memories.

They are cherished and they are mine to have forever.

To my forever LoveBeast, you are missed and enjoyed in the memories.

Cheers to teaching me how to Live to the fullest.

-Shanny